Love lost in the hale of gunfire

Hehe im proud of myself today. I controlled my jealoucy and gettin hurt which has lead to so much over the last year.
At work today i knew this would be the test to if what i wrote actually worked. Well sure enough Autumn walked in, i said hi etc good. Which is when we got working i saw a mark on her neck (im not saying what its called but what other marks do u get on your neck) ............ and i thought to myself "oh fuck'. But then i got talkin to myself, and i just kept on working. I felt a bit but i didnt let it show. I was able to not do anythin stupid or go 'funny'. More to the point my heart didnt tear in 2 as it usually does.
I was really proud.

im gonna sell my car. And buy one down here. Mycar is at my dads house in wellington gettin fixed but its becommin a hastle. So im gonna sell it and buy a car down here. Which means ill never have to talk to my dad again.. hopefully.
Im also thinkin about gettin a lebret peircing like Kirk Hammett with a big spike in it. ill try to find a pic of him with it. My friends dont think ill suit it but now im lookin less nice i might.
as usual theres somethin else i was gonna say but i forgot. one of the sideeffects from my medication is loss of memery, but who cares. Take care everyone
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